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I wish she realized that moving on is not what i need. I have done it but these feelings are all new. I am desperately trying to change I just wish she knew that i am in love with this new girl she has become. I want things to be different this time. I want her to love this new me, i want her to smile when she sees me. I am afraid to lose her but those are the consequences of my actions. I know no one reads my blogs but even though some1 has caught my eye... she is the only one i feel for. My heart aches for her touch. I yearn for her love. I just wish she would stop telling me to date other people and just let my live the way feel i need to. I know she likes some new ghuy and it kills me. I am just glad she can move on I just want to give her something new. Everything, everyone is telling me shes teh one and i wont go without a fight...